Holy Crap. 3 years since I last wrote here.
I’ve been rather busy doing interesting things professionally, while trying to also tackle a lot personally. I thought after COVID and finishing a Master’s degree, writing here and hobby projects would flow easily. Despite a lot of encouragement from my partner, I’ve struggled to find the energy to enjoy tech.
It took some serious and prolonged effort from my partner hitting me over the head for me to realize that despite working at a “good” company: I need to find some creative outlet and enjoyment outside. Working professionally as a SWE, I’m not certain what that REALLY looks like – but I do know, writing about tech was always a massive part of the “hobby.” The passion for the hobby was in my playing with the FOSS community. Something that largely died during a tough time in my personal life as I entered the professional world 20 years ago.
Sadly, when trying to dip back into the FOSS community, I’ve discovered that
the “spark” seems to be missing. In so many ways, Linux and FOSS have been
victims of its own success. Projects are not kind to volunteers wanting to
come in as deadlines and profit have become the primary drivers of Linux
software. Contributing a patch to GNOME felt a lot easier in 2001 than now.
As a young university student, I found so much collaborative energy and
encouragement when I pushed half-baked patches. Now, there’s what feels
like an infinitely high bar even as a seasoned professional. I read press
releases from RedHat executives clearly devoid of any passion for Free
Software or people that just want to do “tech for tech sake.”
The key drivers of the old FOSS community were the random developer blogs and contacts. I can’t help but think there are at least a few other FOSS-raised engineers out feeling the loss of community. Just know, you’re not alone. I suspect a big theme of this blog will be trying to find and rekindle something of the positives of the old FOSS community as I work and tinker on new projects myself. I don’t believe such things can be recreated, but maybe, something new and welcoming can form if enough of us try. I can see a couple of my personal projects being good subjects here: some OS development, HAM radio hacking, or maybe just Python hacking - but moreso, I’m hoping I can find and talk about other hackers out there doing cool things. Fingers crossed.